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Monday, September 18, 2006

ok im suppose to be sleeping now cause i have like 6 hours more to my practical...and like exactly 14 more hours to my tp... its so nerve wrecking!!arrgghH!!!today's prac was good...the instructor who took me was very good... must be from his experience of teaching for 36 years... yar its an old uncle but they say old is gold...haha... he was very helpful and tort me things that i dint know last time!!! thankss uncle!! hopefully i get u again later for my another 2 prac.... gosh i so wanted to get this over and done!!!

yes yes finally my results are out!! did pretty well better than what i expected!! haha... A+ for business law...A for macro and A for Imec... gosh wat more can u ask for than this type of results for your last semester...if only i were this hard working back in sec school.... i would be in poly...hehe....i wish i wish...

borrow my long awaited book from the library today... FREAKONOMICS!!!! wanted to buy it at first but baby din let... so yeah!! luckily it struck my mind today to search for it at the library...so into economics nowadys....hhmmmm.....

ok im so addicted to gameboy now!! thanks to my bro who let me play his!! haha... and so tempted to get myself PSP!!!but its too ex!!! LG Chocolate white is so gorgeous!!!!! OMG!!!!!! again so tempted.....

my new office is cool!!!! its so huge and u have ur own table and ur own computer!!! cant wait to start work... din really mingle around... cause its the first meetng so yar... became aquaintance to this girl however... frm RP just graduated too... coolness.. and yeah the travel benefits is amazing!!! for bloody US$10 u can go to Korea!! how cheap can that be!!!!the scary part however is me putting on weight again!!! cause the job just require u to sit infront the PC...gosh...

**picture perfect...does what potraits in the picture, really displays the actual?**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
2:31:00 AM

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

morning dudes and babes...omg i so bored right now... slept at 6 in the morning and by 10 i am already awake... gosh... im tired but i cant seems to be able to fall asleep... am fasting today... been 4 days now... another 2 more days to go....

later at 3 will proceed to my new office... hehe... meet my new collegues... but i dont think will see all cause u can choose the time slot either the one at 10am or 3 pm.. i choose the afternoon one so its easier for me to meet baby in school after that... hehe... hopefully it will be a krazie bunch just like my ex john little and ex topshop collegues... they are awesome!! miss all of them lots!!! they are a wacky bunch of collegues that keeps u alive everytime u go to work... love ya guys!! so yeah the agency call me just now to remind about the briefing and also the change of location... man will start work only on the 9th of oct... so what do i do for that 3 weeks while waiting??? gosh... will rot and die soon if i have to slack any further!!! hopefully there's some temporary job that i be able to hook...so in need of cash... so uncomfortable with baby having to pay for me all the time... but dont worry k baby once i start work u dont have to spent so much on me anymore ok... promise... : )

ah yess my long awaited results will be out tomoro.... gosh... after 5.. most probably will only be able to check it at night... cause i have to go to my relatives place...hmm... how will i fair... hopefully i do well for b.law...hehe... need mr tan to write me a testi...hehe... he's such a funny lecturer....but infact this sem 5 lecturer's are all very funny... maybe cause its ur last sem so they want u to enjoy as much... gonna miss u all... Mr tan(the spontanuous joker!)...Mr patrick(the ever so "mummy its over" lecturer!)... Ms Lee(the cute lil lady who always insist that we dont use the ruler!)...Mr chua(my all time fav lecturer!)... mr jimmy(the one with alot of articles!!)...ms janice(best lecturer!)...miss kong(the one with the best tip for the exam!)...mr balwant(the ever smiling wen spot me in sch!)...this is only the few that im naming... cause pretty clsoed to them...hehe... will also be missing the people that i become acquaintance to... the megabites people... uncle richard...Bai...the other western food uncle...the wantan noodle uncle...jeremy...the sandwich auntie...the cashier counter auntie...the malay stall uncle and auntie.. the canteen drink stall uncle.... aiyooo so many people...its fun lar schooling there.....................................eventhoug its only 15mths but it feel like years...the frens u made... the gossips we had...the quarrels....oh well....life have to move on.....

oh another thing that im not so waiting for... my driving.... yes yes this coming monday... im so not looking forward to it... im kinda tired of going.... the failing too... hehe...gosh... all the best to me... wish me luck peeple... i really need all the luck for that day....*praying*

baybee baby...hmm... still missing and loving him....still cant get enough of him... still my knight with the shining armour... still my other half...still the light of my life... still.....my everything.....i heart you.....always...

went to watch little man the other day with baby... its hilarious... but u wont expect the kinda laugh u get from white chix... white chix is horribly hilarious... this movie is so so hilarious... some parts are abit disgusting... especially the part where little man sit on the lap of that booby babe and try to get some skim milk off her...haha...thats so disgusting... i mean his face!!and also the part where the wife was in bed with little man...yuckss...the funny part that i really like is where the little man and the guy woke up to drink milk...ahah....thats a good one...kukukaka...haha...and also the time where they play football at the party...overall i give 3 popcorn outta 5... the way little man walk is so ciut....especially when he went to make the phone call to P at the home!! hehe....can watch lar if u guys are craving for some laughter...but not that much thou....

oklarr....guess i better get going...will blog again soon.......to prevent myself from rotting...

**i wanna be with u... to be the one to be in ur arms to hold u tight... there's nothing more i want than to feel this way....**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
11:49:00 AM

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

hellooo peeple!!! haha pee....ple.... ok ok cut the crap...

first up...singapore update...
ok din watch it...but heard it...thanks to my mp3... yeah heard it on tv mobile broadcast... heard it with baby... so now... im havin doubts who the top 2 gonna be... at first i tot its gonna be hady and jon...but now...hmmm... cud be jon and jas... hmmm... but once again..jas a girl... thats a dissapointment.. thats a weak point.. today show...she can really sing... real good lar... her rendition of foolish games was superb... hady was a bit dissapointment..but he still ok...jon was terrific...the first song was like WOW! paul...hmmm...i dont know... he's the youngest one left... the only one with the identity..but he is not versatile.. prefer his first song... but the funny thing is... paul remind me of ridz...haha... maybe cause he's wearing braces... sorry homey but its true... wonder how he is getting along in camp...hmm... yar so now...result show tomoro will hmm... either make me go...as i expected or what??!! singaporeans really dont know how to vote !! but thank god for now joakim is out... he cant sing for nuts!! he should join the dance floor instead lar... and whats this about people saying he is strong as he can take all the shits during the sg idol..what the hell... like what ken said..this is only the beginning... who say being an idol is gonna be easy?? hello this is singapore idol we are toking abt here....!! not some talentime show or school concert!! of course there gonna be all this shits!!but am glad his out! he gonna be a disgrace if he wins sg idol...enuff of sg idol fer now...

ok im confused now on when to take my degree and what course... hmm... its been bugging me fer so long.. made a mistake thou... should have taken it this year right after my diploma but... did the calculation wrongly.. so now... am confused again... should i take next year or in 2009... hmm... should i take banking and finance or economics and management... hmmm....

baby pretty much asleep now...meet him yesterday to eat dinner... went to bedok corner.. and had our all time fav satay there... always bought from the same shop...their satay and the peanut sauce is superb lah!!!! i can eat all 50 beef satay if i wan...hehe...cause its sooooo delicioussss... then chatted with baby under my void deck while he indulge in his kaya toast...hehe... was more on him giving me advice lar rather than chatting... advice on saving...hmm...it was good... and true too...then today...meet him in sch...accompany him study... guess wont be able to do that anymore once i start to work.. poor him...have to study on his own... all alone...worst still is his work... he got a letter address to his love ones and family... hmm its about him not be able to go back home that often during the imf... gosh... i was shocked reading the letter... its so pityful enough to see him dont even have time to eat...and now cant even go back home....waw..... i dont know what to say.... whatever it is...hope all this will end soon...let baby have his old times...

oklar...gtg....

**is it because im missing u that im having dejavu...**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
1:35:00 AM

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Finally...im not unemployed... i have been employed by who else....NORTHWEST airlines.... yehaa... there's the end to my job serach... the interviews... with effect from october 9th i guess... i will officially be working... however its shift work... there goes my life... but its ok.. the money is more important for a year and so from now...briefing and meeting new collegues will be on the 14th of september... oppss.. hopefully no fucked up collegues... cause it will then be a drag....

my final results will be out on 15th of september...hopefully for imec i manage to scrap tru.... cause i dont think i did that well for that paper... oh well... cant wait for the gathering and also graduation day!!! but dont know if i can come cause i already start work by then... oh well.....

my driving... ah yes... my 3rd try.... will be on the 18th of september...waw so many things to do this september... dont ask me if i can pass... cause i dont think so!! hahahaha... but i do want to get it over and done thoug....

my sis bdae will be next on 23rd september.....hmmm..plus fasting month!!! oh yeah....love fasting month.... : )

and finally my anniversary with baby!!!!! OMG time sure flies... gonna hit 24 mths... how wonderful.... but we cant do much...cause its fasting month... maybe just break fast together i guess... nothing much...but im glad we still sticking together after all... : ) hopefully by then already got my pay... so can pay baby back his money and get him something... cause last year only manage to bake for him brownie and some hand made stuff... so this year... wanna try something different but dont know how to do it... anyone know anything abt the fountain of wealth??!! i mean if u want to dedicate something... where do i go? is there any charges??? hmm... beep me ok...

oh yeah... last sun went to a wedding... and its my ex neighbour's... OMG its been so long since i last saw them... it was like what... 10 years or so??!! all the family members was shock to see me...!! especially iwan's bro... adik girl and iwan especially!! everybody getting really good looking and pretty!! hehe... iwan was really shocked to see me!! im glad i manage to keep in touch with them again... cause we were really close when we were young.. playing and studying together... so fun.... hopefully ok iwan we will all go out together and catch up on times.... u quickly ORD in jan okiess...hehe...

baby sleeping now i guess... he dint came back home yesterday... slept at his workplace..thankss to the extra work during the IMF... really pity him... only sleep for 1 hr and in a uncomfortable manner... gosh... can u imagine that sleeping on the chair...ur spine will hurt like hell!! aiyoo... but now he's at home... he cabut...hehe... good also lar... really pity him... so sleep tight yar baby... muackss!!

oklar... guess thats all i have to say... to my mates and hommies... wassup ya'all?? miss u all lar.... hmmm....

**im bringing sexyback...yeah**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
5:03:00 PM

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Monday, September 04, 2006

finally im officially outta dms 11th intake!!! yehaa!!!! im officially unemployed now!! am not working but actively looking for work...haha...macro taught me alot about life!! its a fun subject...butttt.... very so the much to learn...

so anyone got job recommendation hook me up yar... seeking all sorts of office work... especially banking or admin...or secretary...

really not in the mood to blog... so will do so tomoro...

chiozzz

**check out the song from mario vasquez... gallery... it really hook me out**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
12:19:00 AM

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Monday, August 14, 2006

hmm... a week now since i last blog??

well...was the latest??

oh yar... went for the north west airlines interview the other day...well... ok lar... am waiting for the second interview... most probably 3rd week of august...if i get the job lar... im quite sure the job is rather stressful.. but i like stress... but not too much lar...

macro test... finnaly... i pass!!!
b.law test....finally i pass!!!
imec project...not suree....
will getting the finalise results on the last week of august...

went to catch "my super ex gf" the other day... for bloody $2!! for 2 tixs!!
how worth it can it be???!! and the movie is worth every dollar!!!
u guys should watch it!! damme funny!!! especially the x-rated part!!! hahahahaa...

also catch the fast and furious and also click... not that interesting lar tokyo drift... just like initial d only... but more boring!!! click is funny at first... but came the ending part makes me quite sleepy...still remember what my secondary school english teacher said... never ever write a composition that ended with a dream... well i guess the director of click should take note of that...hehe...

school will end for me in exactly 3 weeks from now.... after that im officially declare a full time job seeker!! hehe...time to get a job... get a life...haha...people been complaining to meet them... and also time to save!! TIME RUNNING BOY....

went blading yesterday..while baby jog...gosh..pretty tiring after so long... baby was like jogging faster than me...pretty tiring to keep up with him.. luckily he didnt cycle...hehe...i'll be left behind...

oh yar... saw my long lost secondary friends... actualli i saw her.. but she dint recognise or dint saw me... cause she's busy chatting with her collegues... guess who??? its nurza... dammee.... was pretty shock to see her... she put on weight that i hardly can recognise her...she look different... i had to take a second look at her to reconfirm... waw....

oklar... pretty tired...

**am glad my mates are enjoying their relationship with their only ones**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
11:22:00 PM

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Monday, August 07, 2006

baby has been such a darling lately...
just love it...
hmm...went to meet him after my study yesterday...and after his work..
he come and meet me at tamp library..as i was there studying my macro test..
oh yeah there was a fight at the library yesterday..
the security guard and some mentally unsound guy...it was loud!!
i feel like going to the security guard and tell him "excuse me no shouting in the library...hehe" cause he always does that when people talk in the library...
oh yeah... enough of that..
so yeah walk around tamp for 2 rounds...
y u might ask..
hehe...
we dont know what to eat...
finally decide to eat burger king.. cause thats consider a healthier fast food compare to kfc or mc...or even worse long johns...hehe
so yeah... we were toking about his work in the afternoon..
then he was like saying one of his collegues was looking at all the girls who walk pass the taka taxi stand..
i was like asking so u follow lar...
he said no lar... i dont look until like that..
i was like oh so u see also lar...
being defensive he said...no lar...i got no time.. just that at times u will get really bored standing there doing nothing... so u will look at everything to pass time...
the moment he said that... my cup of barley drop..
he was shock.. he said eh relax lar... dont make me panic eh...
i was like saying.. im piss off lor u look at other people..
then the sweetest thing he said was....
aiyarrr...dont worry larr...my heart will always be with you... i got eyes only for u ok baby...
hehe... i just keep smiling after that..
ok ok mentel.. or watever u can call...
but its seldom my baby will say all that k...
its like take me over the moon man...
ok lar enough of those mushy mushy thing...
dont like what ure reading... dont read lar!!!
its up to me what... what to type...

school... waw...macro test today was a shocker to me...
after the test was like asking 2 good frends of mine... what they got...
they both told me the exact opposite of what i answer...
i went blank!!! pretty shock!!
luckily after asking alot of people..came to realise there's actualli two set of paper....aiyoo... make me panic like hell!!!

yeah yeah... tomoro gonna watch the fireworks at marina...
hmm..team singapore...
hope its going to be good lar...
wasted didnt manage to get a room at ritz carlton...
the team italy one was superrbbb....

oh yea... catch the lake house the other day..
ok larrr... quite romantic...
but the thing is i dint quite get it when it come to the ending...
when suddenly the keanu can meet sandra...
hmmm...
i keep asking baby how come can like that...
and even ask my fren the next day...
haha...

ok...enough said...

**unethical guys...unfaithful girlss..turn me of...shooo!!**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
11:26:00 PM

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Friday, August 04, 2006

hello everyone....been good lately???

well...what is the latest happenings??
hmm...nothing much larrr...still the same old shitzzz...
busy with school...test porjectss and more revisions...
dammm time sure fliess...its like 3 more weeks and im outta school!!!
sure gonna miss everyone... the lecturers too...they nice u know...
most of all gonna miss the revisions and examss...
some how i feel like its better to study than work...
less streesssss no work politics and stuff...

hmm... got a job interview next thursday...
with north west airliness...
not sure if i get the job...
hopefully will lar...
i wann a new exposure and work experience...
already went to one interview the other day..
the manager want me to work immediately..
too bad i have yet to finish school...
but she said i can always call after my exam and see if the position is still open..
oh well....
really wanna get a job after my school...
need to start saving and stuff...

me and baby have been good..
i dont know whats wrong with me...
but i've been extremely good girl..
i dont get angry and sulk that easily lately..
hmm...whats wrong...
well...but its good for both of us...
no fights...no tearss..
all laughter and pampering...
how nice...
maybe we're just to tired of fighting...
maybe not us... but me... hehe..
cause usually i start the fight...hehe..
so yeah... besides baby been good to me too...
so y should i change all that....

but there's something bothering me though...
there's this girl in school...
she keep looking at baby everytime if we saw her at the canteen...
wassup man... even when i look at her, she cant be bother.. she keeps looking at baby..
what the hell... so unethical...
well its normal for me to get jealous right...
especially when im there and the girl still looks..
what happens when im not there??
haizzz.....

hmm...oklar...gtg...
wanna read my new bought book...

*it took you moments to fall in love..but it took you years to know what love is..**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
11:29:00 PM

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

im so piss off yesterday... there was suppose to be a project meeting to discuss on the findings each of us to gather... after class went to bought food and we head to level 3 to eat.. while eating the other two was basically talking cock with the people from class a... so yeah.. fininshing eating..took out all of our work... me yihyi..khai all took out our tasks....to my amazed, the other two simply said they forget to do.... wtf???? ure the one who ask us to do..ure the leader and ure didnt do anything? what joke is this?? it sure wasnt funny lor... i had a very busy weekend but i manage to stay awake at night just to do my part... i was damm piss off that i told them off!! even yih yi and khai said, 'waw ur face so fierce we all scared leh'.. of course lar... who wudnt...it my last semester i dont want to screw up for sure what..if they want to waste time... waste thier own time lar.. dont waste mine... me yiyhi and khai can do the project ourselves... u can find some other group... even today... we had a meeting i wasnt reeally talking to the 2 of them... i wasnt the leader but im the one who has to tell everything...what to do... discuss on who to do what... wtf.... so wen the group did well who gets the credit huh?? u???!!! ass!! ok enuff of this... am trying to cool down now..

ok macro is damm confusing.. dammm difficult... dammm hard... if there is any other damm i will add it here... but im outta words.... so yeah... its only lecture 4 but its already overloading my head!!! theres so many formula... so many theory... every single lecture is related to the other... what the hell.... how am i going to absorb all thisss!!!! test will be next week.... i hope i do well... prays*

went to the vivocity job fair the other day... ok it was like 95% sales jobs... im so not into it already... and it was pretty crowded for a last day... me and baby got a vivocity shirt... its nice... but too big....haha free whatdo u expect right...

its a 'fall sick' season now... everybody's sick... baby is on the verge of recovery... me?? am falling sick soon.... my bro already sick... frens in sch sick... baby's collegues sick... hmm.... be prepare for another 'sars' period everyone.... but hopefully before my exams... hehe so have longer time to study....yeahness!!!

*do u think this is gonna be that easy...hell no u must be going crazy*

I will tape up your ass in a second.
4:54:00 PM

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Friday, July 14, 2006

im back...waw...been a tiring 2 days...1 night...hmm...went to k.l with some of my mates that day... basically just shopping for the malaysia's mega sale...its not that cheap though...but well...enjoy myself lar..besides been long since i last hang out with them...am glad they ask : ) thanks dudes.. shall do it again next time...

ok here's the deal... why does attach girls/guys seems more attractive than single guys/girls? its not like that im attracted to anybody's bf or what..im pretty much happy with my baby ruhul now....so yar... was just wondering lar... but have u ever thought about it or not?? when ure single, no guys would like give you that, 'i want u baby' kinda look??? but when ure attached, it seems like u just had a plastic surgery or makeover that simply make guys go head over heels over u?? its funny lar.. when u need someone..there's no one...but when u meet someone...there's like 10 others that want to be urs...to be in those arms..to be the one u kiss... WTF? yar..thats the word... am still pondering thou...what we...attached people have that single people dont???!!..............

waw... pretty tight schedule this weekend... fully booked...haha... sat.. have school in the morning... in the afternoon going to harbourfront for the job fair at vivocity.... then simply spent time with baby...as usual...
sun... have to wake up early in the morning.. my mum's company have some family day carnival... dont know if baby has decided or not whether he wants to follow...cause its quitte early... then after that... have to rush home cause my ex-collegue's engagement will be in the afternoon... after that will head home to do our routine jogs with baby... waw... gonna be a tiring weekend lar...

hm....well...am stuck with wat else to blog.. so c ya...
btw...happy belated birthday to my homey!!
......takziah to arwah ishak ahmat....

**everybody will have to leave this world... its a matter of when..so be prepare**

I will tape up your ass in a second.
4:35:00 PM

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I will tape up your ass in a second.
4:35:00 PM

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