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OMG....

2006-09-18T02:31:00.000+08:00

ok im suppose to be sleeping now cause i have like 6 hours more to my practical...and like exactly 14 more hours to my tp... its so nerve wrecking!!arrgghH!!!today's prac was good...the instructor who took me was very good... must be from his experience of teaching for 36 years... yar its an old uncle but they say old is gold...haha... he was very helpful and tort me things that i dint know last time!!! thankss uncle!! hopefully i get u again later for my another 2 prac.... gosh i so wanted to get this over and done!!!

yes yes finally my results are out!! did pretty well better than what i expected!! haha... A+ for business law...A for macro and A for Imec... gosh wat more can u ask for than this type of results for your last semester...if only i were this hard working back in sec school.... i would be in poly...hehe....i wish i wish...

borrow my long awaited book from the library today... FREAKONOMICS!!!! wanted to buy it at first but baby din let... so yeah!! luckily it struck my mind today to search for it at the library...so into economics nowadys....hhmmmm.....

ok im so addicted to gameboy now!! thanks to my bro who let me play his!! haha... and so tempted to get myself PSP!!!but its too ex!!! LG Chocolate white is so gorgeous!!!!! OMG!!!!!! again so tempted.....

my new office is cool!!!! its so huge and u have ur own table and ur own computer!!! cant wait to start work... din really mingle around... cause its the first meetng so yar... became aquaintance to this girl however... frm RP just graduated too... coolness.. and yeah the travel benefits is amazing!!! for bloody US$10 u can go to Korea!! how cheap can that be!!!!the scary part however is me putting on weight again!!! cause the job just require u to sit infront the PC...gosh...

**picture perfect...does what potraits in the picture, really displays the actual?**

im so the bored....

2006-09-14T11:49:00.000+08:00

morning dudes and babes...omg i so bored right now... slept at 6 in the morning and by 10 i am already awake... gosh... im tired but i cant seems to be able to fall asleep... am fasting today... been 4 days now... another 2 more days to go....

later at 3 will proceed to my new office... hehe... meet my new collegues... but i dont think will see all cause u can choose the time slot either the one at 10am or 3 pm.. i choose the afternoon one so its easier for me to meet baby in school after that... hehe... hopefully it will be a krazie bunch just like my ex john little and ex topshop collegues... they are awesome!! miss all of them lots!!! they are a wacky bunch of collegues that keeps u alive everytime u go to work... love ya guys!! so yeah the agency call me just now to remind about the briefing and also the change of location... man will start work only on the 9th of oct... so what do i do for that 3 weeks while waiting??? gosh... will rot and die soon if i have to slack any further!!! hopefully there's some temporary job that i be able to hook...so in need of cash... so uncomfortable with baby having to pay for me all the time... but dont worry k baby once i start work u dont have to spent so much on me anymore ok... promise... : )

ah yess my long awaited results will be out tomoro.... gosh... after 5.. most probably will only be able to check it at night... cause i have to go to my relatives place...hmm... how will i fair... hopefully i do well for b.law...hehe... need mr tan to write me a testi...hehe... he's such a funny lecturer....but infact this sem 5 lecturer's are all very funny... maybe cause its ur last sem so they want u to enjoy as much... gonna miss u all... Mr tan(the spontanuous joker!)...Mr patrick(the ever so "mummy its over" lecturer!)... Ms Lee(the cute lil lady who always insist that we dont use the ruler!)...Mr chua(my all time fav lecturer!)... mr jimmy(the one with alot of articles!!)...ms janice(best lecturer!)...miss kong(the one with the best tip for the exam!)...mr balwant(the ever smiling wen spot me in sch!)...this is only the few that im naming... cause pretty clsoed to them...hehe... will also be missing the people that i become acquaintance to... the megabites people... uncle richard...Bai...the other western food uncle...the wantan noodle uncle...jeremy...the sandwich auntie...the cashier counter auntie...the malay stall uncle and auntie.. the canteen drink stall uncle.... aiyooo so many people...its fun lar schooling there.....................................eventhoug its only 15mths but it feel like years...the frens u made... the gossips we had...the quarrels....oh well....life have to move on.....

oh another thing that im not so waiting for... my driving.... yes yes this coming monday... im so not looking forward to it... im kinda tired of going.... the failing too... hehe...gosh... all the best to me... wish me luck peeple... i really need all the luck for that day....*praying*

baybee baby...hmm... still missing and loving him....still cant get enough of him... still my knight with the shining armour... still my other half...still the light of my life... still.....my everything.....i heart you.....always...

went to watch little man the other day with baby... its hilarious... but u wont expect the kinda laugh u get from white chix... white chix is horribly hilarious... this movie is so so hilarious... some parts are abit disgusting... especially the part where little man sit on the lap of that booby babe and try to get some skim milk off her...haha...thats so disgusting... i mean his face!!and also the part where the wife was in bed with little man...yuckss...the funny part that i really like is where the little man and the guy woke up to drink milk...ahah....thats a good one...kukukaka...haha...and also the time where they play football at the party...overall i give 3 popcorn outta 5... the way little man walk is so ciut....especially when he went to make the phone call to P at the home!! hehe....can watch lar if u guys are craving for some laughter...but not that much thou....

oklarr....guess i better get going...will blog again soon.......to prevent myself from rotting...

**i wanna be with u... to be the one to be in ur arms to hold u tight... there's nothing more i want than to feel this way....**

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2006-09-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

hellooo peeple!!! haha pee....ple.... ok ok cut the crap...

first up...singapore update...
ok din watch it...but heard it...thanks to my mp3... yeah heard it on tv mobile broadcast... heard it with baby... so now... im havin doubts who the top 2 gonna be... at first i tot its gonna be hady and jon...but now...hmmm... cud be jon and jas... hmmm... but once again..jas a girl... thats a dissapointment.. thats a weak point.. today show...she can really sing... real good lar... her rendition of foolish games was superb... hady was a bit dissapointment..but he still ok...jon was terrific...the first song was like WOW! paul...hmmm...i dont know... he's the youngest one left... the only one with the identity..but he is not versatile.. prefer his first song... but the funny thing is... paul remind me of ridz...haha... maybe cause he's wearing braces... sorry homey but its true... wonder how he is getting along in camp...hmm... yar so now...result show tomoro will hmm... either make me go...as i expected or what??!! singaporeans really dont know how to vote !! but thank god for now joakim is out... he cant sing for nuts!! he should join the dance floor instead lar... and whats this about people saying he is strong as he can take all the shits during the sg idol..what the hell... like what ken said..this is only the beginning... who say being an idol is gonna be easy?? hello this is singapore idol we are toking abt here....!! not some talentime show or school concert!! of course there gonna be all this shits!!but am glad his out! he gonna be a disgrace if he wins sg idol...enuff of sg idol fer now...

ok im confused now on when to take my degree and what course... hmm... its been bugging me fer so long.. made a mistake thou... should have taken it this year right after my diploma but... did the calculation wrongly.. so now... am confused again... should i take next year or in 2009... hmm... should i take banking and finance or economics and management... hmmm....

baby pretty much asleep now...meet him yesterday to eat dinner... went to bedok corner.. and had our all time fav satay there... always bought from the same shop...their satay and the peanut sauce is superb lah!!!! i can eat all 50 beef satay if i wan...hehe...cause its sooooo delicioussss... then chatted with baby under my void deck while he indulge in his kaya toast...hehe... was more on him giving me advice lar rather than chatting... advice on saving...hmm...it was good... and true too...then today...meet him in sch...accompany him study... guess wont be able to do that anymore once i start to work.. poor him...have to study on his own... all alone...worst still is his work... he got a letter address to his love ones and family... hmm its about him not be able to go back home that often during the imf... gosh... i was shocked reading the letter... its so pityful enough to see him dont even have time to eat...and now cant even go back home....waw..... i dont know what to say.... whatever it is...hope all this will end soon...let baby have his old times...

oklar...gtg....

**is it because im missing u that im having dejavu...**

Yeha!!!

2006-09-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

Finally...im not unemployed... i have been employed by who else....NORTHWEST airlines.... yehaa... there's the end to my job serach... the interviews... with effect from october 9th i guess... i will officially be working... however its shift work... there goes my life... but its ok.. the money is more important for a year and so from now...briefing and meeting new collegues will be on the 14th of september... oppss.. hopefully no fucked up collegues... cause it will then be a drag....

my final results will be out on 15th of september...hopefully for imec i manage to scrap tru.... cause i dont think i did that well for that paper... oh well... cant wait for the gathering and also graduation day!!! but dont know if i can come cause i already start work by then... oh well.....

my driving... ah yes... my 3rd try.... will be on the 18th of september...waw so many things to do this september... dont ask me if i can pass... cause i dont think so!! hahahaha... but i do want to get it over and done thoug....

my sis bdae will be next on 23rd september.....hmmm..plus fasting month!!! oh yeah....love fasting month.... : )

and finally my anniversary with baby!!!!! OMG time sure flies... gonna hit 24 mths... how wonderful.... but we cant do much...cause its fasting month... maybe just break fast together i guess... nothing much...but im glad we still sticking together after all... : ) hopefully by then already got my pay... so can pay baby back his money and get him something... cause last year only manage to bake for him brownie and some hand made stuff... so this year... wanna try something different but dont know how to do it... anyone know anything abt the fountain of wealth??!! i mean if u want to dedicate something... where do i go? is there any charges??? hmm... beep me ok...

oh yeah... last sun went to a wedding... and its my ex neighbour's... OMG its been so long since i last saw them... it was like what... 10 years or so??!! all the family members was shock to see me...!! especially iwan's bro... adik girl and iwan especially!! everybody getting really good looking and pretty!! hehe... iwan was really shocked to see me!! im glad i manage to keep in touch with them again... cause we were really close when we were young.. playing and studying together... so fun.... hopefully ok iwan we will all go out together and catch up on times.... u quickly ORD in jan okiess...hehe...

baby sleeping now i guess... he dint came back home yesterday... slept at his workplace..thankss to the extra work during the IMF... really pity him... only sleep for 1 hr and in a uncomfortable manner... gosh... can u imagine that sleeping on the chair...ur spine will hurt like hell!! aiyoo... but now he's at home... he cabut...hehe... good also lar... really pity him... so sleep tight yar baby... muackss!!

oklar... guess thats all i have to say... to my mates and hommies... wassup ya'all?? miss u all lar.... hmmm....

**im bringing sexyback...yeah**

yes yes!!

2006-09-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

finally im officially outta dms 11th intake!!! yehaa!!!! im officially unemployed now!! am not working but actively looking for work...haha...macro taught me alot about life!! its a fun subject...butttt.... very so the much to learn...

so anyone got job recommendation hook me up yar... seeking all sorts of office work... especially banking or admin...or secretary...

really not in the mood to blog... so will do so tomoro...

chiozzz

**check out the song from mario vasquez... gallery... it really hook me out**

how time fliess...

2006-08-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmm... a week now since i last blog??

well...was the latest??

oh yar... went for the north west airlines interview the other day...well... ok lar... am waiting for the second interview... most probably 3rd week of august...if i get the job lar... im quite sure the job is rather stressful.. but i like stress... but not too much lar...

macro test... finnaly... i pass!!!
b.law test....finally i pass!!!
imec project...not suree....
will getting the finalise results on the last week of august...

went to catch "my super ex gf" the other day... for bloody $2!! for 2 tixs!!
how worth it can it be???!! and the movie is worth every dollar!!!
u guys should watch it!! damme funny!!! especially the x-rated part!!! hahahahaa...

also catch the fast and furious and also click... not that interesting lar tokyo drift... just like initial d only... but more boring!!! click is funny at first... but came the ending part makes me quite sleepy...still remember what my secondary school english teacher said... never ever write a composition that ended with a dream... well i guess the director of click should take note of that...hehe...

school will end for me in exactly 3 weeks from now.... after that im officially declare a full time job seeker!! hehe...time to get a job... get a life...haha...people been complaining to meet them... and also time to save!! TIME RUNNING BOY....

went blading yesterday..while baby jog...gosh..pretty tiring after so long... baby was like jogging faster than me...pretty tiring to keep up with him.. luckily he didnt cycle...hehe...i'll be left behind...

oh yar... saw my long lost secondary friends... actualli i saw her.. but she dint recognise or dint saw me... cause she's busy chatting with her collegues... guess who??? its nurza... dammee.... was pretty shock to see her... she put on weight that i hardly can recognise her...she look different... i had to take a second look at her to reconfirm... waw....

oklar... pretty tired...

**am glad my mates are enjoying their relationship with their only ones**

am madly in love....ah....

2006-08-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

baby has been such a darling lately...
just love it...
hmm...went to meet him after my study yesterday...and after his work..
he come and meet me at tamp library..as i was there studying my macro test..
oh yeah there was a fight at the library yesterday..
the security guard and some mentally unsound guy...it was loud!!
i feel like going to the security guard and tell him "excuse me no shouting in the library...hehe" cause he always does that when people talk in the library...
oh yeah... enough of that..
so yeah walk around tamp for 2 rounds...
y u might ask..
hehe...
we dont know what to eat...
finally decide to eat burger king.. cause thats consider a healthier fast food compare to kfc or mc...or even worse long johns...hehe
so yeah... we were toking about his work in the afternoon..
then he was like saying one of his collegues was looking at all the girls who walk pass the taka taxi stand..
i was like asking so u follow lar...
he said no lar... i dont look until like that..
i was like oh so u see also lar...
being defensive he said...no lar...i got no time.. just that at times u will get really bored standing there doing nothing... so u will look at everything to pass time...
the moment he said that... my cup of barley drop..
he was shock.. he said eh relax lar... dont make me panic eh...
i was like saying.. im piss off lor u look at other people..
then the sweetest thing he said was....
aiyarrr...dont worry larr...my heart will always be with you... i got eyes only for u ok baby...
hehe... i just keep smiling after that..
ok ok mentel.. or watever u can call...
but its seldom my baby will say all that k...
its like take me over the moon man...
ok lar enough of those mushy mushy thing...
dont like what ure reading... dont read lar!!!
its up to me what... what to type...

school... waw...macro test today was a shocker to me...
after the test was like asking 2 good frends of mine... what they got...
they both told me the exact opposite of what i answer...
i went blank!!! pretty shock!!
luckily after asking alot of people..came to realise there's actualli two set of paper....aiyoo... make me panic like hell!!!

yeah yeah... tomoro gonna watch the fireworks at marina...
hmm..team singapore...
hope its going to be good lar...
wasted didnt manage to get a room at ritz carlton...
the team italy one was superrbbb....

oh yea... catch the lake house the other day..
ok larrr... quite romantic...
but the thing is i dint quite get it when it come to the ending...
when suddenly the keanu can meet sandra...
hmmm...
i keep asking baby how come can like that...
and even ask my fren the next day...
haha...

ok...enough said...

**unethical guys...unfaithful girlss..turn me of...shooo!!**

hello....

2006-08-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

hello everyone....been good lately???

well...what is the latest happenings??
hmm...nothing much larrr...still the same old shitzzz...
busy with school...test porjectss and more revisions...
dammm time sure fliess...its like 3 more weeks and im outta school!!!
sure gonna miss everyone... the lecturers too...they nice u know...
most of all gonna miss the revisions and examss...
some how i feel like its better to study than work...
less streesssss no work politics and stuff...

hmm... got a job interview next thursday...
with north west airliness...
not sure if i get the job...
hopefully will lar...
i wann a new exposure and work experience...
already went to one interview the other day..
the manager want me to work immediately..
too bad i have yet to finish school...
but she said i can always call after my exam and see if the position is still open..
oh well....
really wanna get a job after my school...
need to start saving and stuff...

me and baby have been good..
i dont know whats wrong with me...
but i've been extremely good girl..
i dont get angry and sulk that easily lately..
hmm...whats wrong...
well...but its good for both of us...
no fights...no tearss..
all laughter and pampering...
how nice...
maybe we're just to tired of fighting...
maybe not us... but me... hehe..
cause usually i start the fight...hehe..
so yeah... besides baby been good to me too...
so y should i change all that....

but there's something bothering me though...
there's this girl in school...
she keep looking at baby everytime if we saw her at the canteen...
wassup man... even when i look at her, she cant be bother.. she keeps looking at baby..
what the hell... so unethical...
well its normal for me to get jealous right...
especially when im there and the girl still looks..
what happens when im not there??
haizzz.....

hmm...oklar...gtg...
wanna read my new bought book...

*it took you moments to fall in love..but it took you years to know what love is..**

heya....

2006-07-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

im so piss off yesterday... there was suppose to be a project meeting to discuss on the findings each of us to gather... after class went to bought food and we head to level 3 to eat.. while eating the other two was basically talking cock with the people from class a... so yeah.. fininshing eating..took out all of our work... me yihyi..khai all took out our tasks....to my amazed, the other two simply said they forget to do.... wtf???? ure the one who ask us to do..ure the leader and ure didnt do anything? what joke is this?? it sure wasnt funny lor... i had a very busy weekend but i manage to stay awake at night just to do my part... i was damm piss off that i told them off!! even yih yi and khai said, 'waw ur face so fierce we all scared leh'.. of course lar... who wudnt...it my last semester i dont want to screw up for sure what..if they want to waste time... waste thier own time lar.. dont waste mine... me yiyhi and khai can do the project ourselves... u can find some other group... even today... we had a meeting i wasnt reeally talking to the 2 of them... i wasnt the leader but im the one who has to tell everything...what to do... discuss on who to do what... wtf.... so wen the group did well who gets the credit huh?? u???!!! ass!! ok enuff of this... am trying to cool down now..

ok macro is damm confusing.. dammm difficult... dammm hard... if there is any other damm i will add it here... but im outta words.... so yeah... its only lecture 4 but its already overloading my head!!! theres so many formula... so many theory... every single lecture is related to the other... what the hell.... how am i going to absorb all thisss!!!! test will be next week.... i hope i do well... prays*

went to the vivocity job fair the other day... ok it was like 95% sales jobs... im so not into it already... and it was pretty crowded for a last day... me and baby got a vivocity shirt... its nice... but too big....haha free whatdo u expect right...

its a 'fall sick' season now... everybody's sick... baby is on the verge of recovery... me?? am falling sick soon.... my bro already sick... frens in sch sick... baby's collegues sick... hmm.... be prepare for another 'sars' period everyone.... but hopefully before my exams... hehe so have longer time to study....yeahness!!!

*do u think this is gonna be that easy...hell no u must be going crazy*

guess who''s back...

2006-07-14T16:35:00.001+08:00

im back...waw...been a tiring 2 days...1 night...hmm...went to k.l with some of my mates that day... basically just shopping for the malaysia's mega sale...its not that cheap though...but well...enjoy myself lar..besides been long since i last hang out with them...am glad they ask : ) thanks dudes.. shall do it again next time...

ok here's the deal... why does attach girls/guys seems more attractive than single guys/girls? its not like that im attracted to anybody's bf or what..im pretty much happy with my baby ruhul now....so yar... was just wondering lar... but have u ever thought about it or not?? when ure single, no guys would like give you that, 'i want u baby' kinda look??? but when ure attached, it seems like u just had a plastic surgery or makeover that simply make guys go head over heels over u?? its funny lar.. when u need someone..there's no one...but when u meet someone...there's like 10 others that want to be urs...to be in those arms..to be the one u kiss... WTF? yar..thats the word... am still pondering thou...what we...attached people have that single people dont???!!..............

waw... pretty tight schedule this weekend... fully booked...haha... sat.. have school in the morning... in the afternoon going to harbourfront for the job fair at vivocity.... then simply spent time with baby...as usual...
sun... have to wake up early in the morning.. my mum's company have some family day carnival... dont know if baby has decided or not whether he wants to follow...cause its quitte early... then after that... have to rush home cause my ex-collegue's engagement will be in the afternoon... after that will head home to do our routine jogs with baby... waw... gonna be a tiring weekend lar...

hm....well...am stuck with wat else to blog.. so c ya...
btw...happy belated birthday to my homey!!
......takziah to arwah ishak ahmat....

**everybody will have to leave this world... its a matter of when..so be prepare**

guess who''s back...

2006-07-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

Latest updates

2006-07-06T16:32:00.000+08:00

LAtest updates after days been missing....

1st up...
my driving...
as i expected...
FAIL AGAIN!!!
so yeah think i can join elfie's club huh?
hey wait... but he pass already??
oh well so to those who fail again...
welcome to da club...
it pretty sucks u knoe when u did well for the warm up but screw up during ur test..
its all thanks to the bloody crank course!!
it bloody cost me 10 points!!!
Oh give me a break!!
At least i manage to reverse and clear it...
why cant u just close one eye!!
besides if i were to strike the curb the next time a round..its gonna be my car...so wats up with that??
enough of that... im pretty piss of taking it...
till the next tp...
18th september...

2nd...
school...
first week of school...
okay one word to describe the semester...
BLOODY HARD!!
hey wait...thats two words...oh well...
IMEC... is so making me sleepy in class...
MACRO... is so making me confused with the different GDP and GNP thingy...
and mind u its only the first 2 lectures...
B.LAW...have yet to receive any torture yet as my first lesson is tomoro...
Its gonna be a tough semester..
I hope i do well and get on with working life...

3rd...
world cup fever...
ok so i stay up to watch the protugal and france match...
man i was really hoping for protugal to win u see..
cause of scolari..
he's a pretty good coach...
and because of him, its the first time portugal are in the semi-finals..
the game was superb in the first half..but...
not until the penalty and zizou score...
the game went from all exciting to all time boring!!!
the second half was worse!!
with portugal try to play those little dirty acts and stuff...
but it doesnt work this time with the ref!!
in fact the way france got the penalty is by the same dirty trick portugal does it!!
uhuh...karma huh...
so yeah...they were more trying to get pathetic fouls on france instead of really focusing on scoring man...
and france...after that first score... concentrates more at the back... to prevent portugal from attacking...
besides...one goal difference says it all...why bother to score a whole lot more...
so yeah... most likely will be watching the finals...
im betting on the Azzuri man...instead of the les bleus...
its gonna be a great match for sure...

well...thats all the update i have...
wanna watch some stand up comedy for now...so yeah....

** When u trip in love... u can stand up.. when u fall in love... u fall forever...**

starting of the week...

2006-06-26T03:08:00.000+08:00

its monday....
here i am in my room feeling so bored plus its that time of the month...
lifee....

last saturday....
went to e.c.p with baby..
well at first went to his house...
wait for his mummy to get home from the market..
as he need to carry the stuff up...
well was watching tv..
hmm...things got a bit noty....hehe
u noe i noe ah baby...
noty boy!!
went out ard 2 plus...
went to his sis's place to get his camera..
head to sheng shion...then bedok corner..
and finally e.c.p...
the bad thing is..
it rains the moment we reach there...
how great...???
but it was cool u see..
we were like standing under the tree..
then head to shelter in the phone booth...hehe how sweet...
we only manage to settle down ard 5..when the sun starts to shine again...
we lay our mat...food...music...and indulge in the food...
snap pixies here and there...will upload them soon ok...
it was fun larr...like baby say...
'ah....this is life'
hehe...we shall do it again...: )

sun..
was my first prac after 2 months...
dammm it suxx...
i mostly forgot about everything...
but i try my best...
like i say i got no confidence at all in passing...
it all comes down to luck...and whether god hear my prayerss...

went jogging with baby just now...
it was super far man.....
we walk from my house right up to punggol park at hougang..
jog ard that area....
and walk all the way back...
we were pretty exhausted...
but fun!
baby was pretty hot in those tight ts!!!
; )

this will be my last week at home...
will end the suffocating soon...
cant wait for school...

**have i told u lately how much u meant to me??**

: )

2006-06-24T02:27:00.000+08:00

its pretty hot tonight...or is it morning already now right??hmm...its raining outside but its pretty warmth inside here in my room... the aircon is on but im still perspiring...

cant wait for laterr...yikess!! so excited about this mini picnic im having with my baby... meeting him at his place at ard 12+...then we leave to sheng shiong to get stuffs...head to bedok corner to get some munchies..and finally head to e.c.p...yeah!!!its been loong since we last had a picnic together... : )

went to top up my driving account just now... and yes sun will be my first prac after 2 months!!!hopefully i still can get a hold of it... remember vertical and parralel parking...damm... so much to recap before my t.p...pretty worried about it actually... was telling baby about it just now...about it will be a waste of money if i fail again... and baby laugh and said u already waste 1000+ so might as well waste some more...hehe... its true lar kan...

oh yar..went to watch R.V the other day...pretty funny u know... u guys should catch it... but i cant wait to catch just my luck...it pretty fun as i can see from the advert...

oh yar... on my way back just now...realise that they already completed the 'gym like' exercise place here at sengkang... u know those there had at tamp...yes yes finally can just skip travelling and do my strength training here at sengkang..: )

**lets do the brazil samba..**

oh oh...

2006-06-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

hmm...realise that my t.p is next week!!! and its not next fri!! damm luckily i check the day...its on wednesday!! i dont know... i m not confident of passing..i didnt go for any pracz for the past 2 months.. my next prac is the day before my t.p only... aiyooo....i really want to get this over and done as soon as possible...its taking too much space in my mind... i dont have that much space left leh...anywayzzz...am just praying till then...

was reading some blogs...and came across this on my pri school mate blog..."age is nothing but numbers, so deal with it" hehe its pretty true u see... age gap is nothing but just an excuse...yar yar at first i do make noise about my baby's age...but its because he lied...i mean why cant he just let me know his real age instead of lying right...anyways...im happy to found him...thank god for that...he's my everything...soulmate...brother...bestfriend...what else could u ask for...he's always there listening to all my sorrows...ok stop getting all mushy here...anywayss am just glad for everything that happen...all the ups and downs... just keep us tighter and stronger together...

school starting on 3 july... cant wait for that.... miss school... the early wake ups...the food... the tea break... the gossips... the all day staying in the library marathon...hehe...

yeah sat we're going for a picnic... decided not to have the bbq.. since its pretty troublesoome... so just gonna but some food and enjoyzz the breezeee....

ok lorrr...gtg..

**life has never been the same ever since u came into my life baby**

Its a hot day...

2006-06-19T06:11:00.000+08:00

ok im suppose to be in dreamland right now... but it was so hot that i had to wake up and turn down the aircon...since then..i cant get back to sleep...there's nothing on tv...damm boring..so yep..decided to blog...

these few days...baby have been such a darling...im surprise myself...buts it great.. i loike!!! those sensual hugs and kisses he gave... melts me!! oh wee!!we plan to make a small bbq for just the 2 of us this sat...hopefully the plan goes well...cause u know once u plan it usually turns out the opposite...so i hope for the best...im sure its gonna be fun!!

went to pasir ris beach just now with baby... went for walks...it was so much fun then walking at town...we are able to interact better instead of being easily distracted when youre in town...all the talks we had...communication sure is essential in relationships...: ) went to the fisherman village for a while...saw this family fishing there...and they hella get a lot of fish!!! they even offer us to bring back some of the fish..thanks but no thankss..hehe...like i told baby...poor thing the fish struggling there...baby was like saying then the one u buy from the market?? hehe baby that one u dont see it flapping around trying to survive u see...its already dead so its not so bad...but this one its still alive and its like u took its life away...haha..dont ask me why im like that...but i just dont like to see anything struggling to live...even a cockroach!!after a while...went to rivervale mall...hang around at the ntuc...ask me what for yar...nothing...just tat we want to pass time...hehe...sat at macdonalds...talk about future...family...its noice...once in a while u let out what u feel..

i dont know whats wrong with me but i was reading 'Kisah dari Al-Quran'...maybe its those time of the month..where u do something different...and also...guess i have to start praying again...not now lar...soon..: ) oh yar..bout the book...well i have yet to read the whole book...but was reading about Nabi Musa and i dont know y but its seems like i love the word 'Rasul' so much...wont be surprise if i had a kid and i name him that...: )reminded me of that time..back in secondary school...where we had this C.I.P and we organise to go to childrens home...and i met this kid name Rasul...people were like saying namer Rasul tapi prangai...because that time he was singing some unsensored songs about this other girl...well i dont blame him for being like that la...hey look where he is brought up man...but i was quite close with him at that time...and i found him a nice boy...listens to you and all...but such a poor thing he's there..

have started applying jobs...just realise that i dont finish school in october but september!! man its fast...hopefully i be able to secure a good job immediately after my diploma...most probably i be working 2 jobs...normal office hr...and some part time evening job...i really nid to start saving man...with one job i wont be able to save much...i told baby what i intended to do..about the 2 job thingy...he was a bit reluctant to let me hold to jobs at first as its definitely will be tiring...but after explaining things...he's pretty supportive about it..besides only for a year plus...just to allow me to save enough for everything...: )

hmm...ok lar... feel like having some hot cakes or big breakfast from mcdonald!! most likely will go for morning jog too..so yep... c ya guys...

**longing for u..**

alhamdulilah....

2006-06-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

results are out...
thank god i pass...
but if only i did not screw up for OTQM...
i would have gotten all As...
hmm....
whatever it is..
im happy with the results...
hard work do pays off...
alhamdulilah....
will work even harder for my last semester...

went out with baby, his bro and his bro's gerl just now...
well not actualli went out lar...
went to eat..went to mustafa and get some stuffs...
the bro had to send his gf home...
and its damm far sia...
so yeah.. baby send me home...
he's pretty tired from insufficient sleeps this few days...
so we went home early today... :)

tomoro wont be meeting baby i guess...
he's on a mission...
mission impossible...
haha...yar right...
he's gonna be a P.I tomoro night at geylang...
hehe...all the best dear...

**gol gol gol gol gol... germany will win this year**

boyy....

2006-06-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

im so into paul wall song right now... the one with the title 'girl'.. damm its so outta words... even though it got nothing to do with me or what... the lyrics and the soothing rhythm was damm good... yeah the people's champ sure rule.. i really like the part where he was talking about how 'friends' transform all smiles to tears... wow... cant imagine if that were to happen to me.. anyways i dont have much friends.. so yeah i dont care.. hehe.. i only have sistas and hommies... i know they wont do that... we honor each other relationship man... when shit happens, we're there to comfort.. when happiness arrive, we're there to pray for everlasting.. : ) maybe its good to have a whole lotsa close and best mates instead of having a whole lotsa friends... friends i mean of course those you know from outside for like few months.. start to hang out and stuff but when shit happens they're not even there..damm thats suxx... and i do learn my lesson the hard way... should have listen to what my hommy told me last time instead of being so nice and easily trusting people.. and now end up with regrets.. but i do learn from my mistake now... and to that biatch... remember this.. karma happens bitch!! i wont be bother to take revenge or play dirty on you even though i am so tempted to do something but.. like what my baby said.. let it be.. learn your lesson.. let god teach her a lesson..its good to be nice to people but not too nice... : )

and yes yes... its exactly 3 more days..to hit top 20...hehe.. damm gettin older and older each year... no plans this year.. maybe im too busy thinking of completing my diploma and head to my working life... or maybe im just outta ideas on how to celebrate my birthday.. clubbing is not that fun anymore for me now.. i dont knw why... but yeah.. maybe if there's invite or special occasions then ya i would go... if u were to ask me to go just to party.. nah... i got better things to do man.. the cover charge could be use on more essential items.. i could even save em and get lotsa jeans...

damm been working out for like 5 days straight now... its good in a way to get back in shape lar.. actualli been already losing those extra weights in me but the thing is to be doing it 5 days straight end up with me having painful armpits.. haha.. i mean from all those hand movements when you run, brisk walk and push ups...damm... but of course its all worth it lar right... so watch out guys for the new 'sports illustrated' model!! ahahahahahahahahah... ya right!!!!!

baby... hmm... been studying really hard these few days... thank god its his last paper on tuesday... like what i told him... luckily u already finish your n.s and does not require to do any reservist... if i were to wait for 2 years... damm i dont know what to do... these 2 months is like the longest months of my life... hehehe... i cant imagine what my homey have to go thru... but lucky for her..ridz is in the c.d... coz according to my baby they can book out every two days.. so its not so bad... : )

so well this is it... gtg...

**oh boy... i be in trouble if u leave me now... coz i dont know where to look for love... i just dont know how....**

guess who's back...shimah back...kwang lame sia..

2006-06-05T12:26:00.000+08:00

wassup peeeeeoooopllleeeee!!!! its been long since i last blog in here.. so hows everybody...?? good?? good.....

yess yess finally my exams are overrrr...left the more stressing part... waiting for the results...the results it self...and waiting for school to reopen!! one more semester and im outta here!!!! yeeehhhaaa!! gonna get a job immediately after my exams..aint gonna waste time.. im running short of time man...oh well...

oh yes oh yes... next week my bdae!!! yehhaa!!! finally 20!!! getting older and older every year... hmm... baby been pestering me what i want for my bdae... but i dont know??!! he wanted to buy for me 2 jeans.. but i tell him i will think about it first as i wont be wearing them that often once i start work.. so yeahh.. will see how...

ok its a record... havent been meeting baby for 3 weeks!!!! the good thing tomorrow we be able to meet for a tiny winny time after his 2nd last paper!! but its good enough you see.. i just wanna hug and kiss him thats all... been missing him terribly...gonna eat dinner and head home.. and his final exam is on my bdae!! so the next time i see him will be on my bdae... after 6... : ) oh well..cant wait..

ok larrr... gtg... dont know why but im very lazy to blog that much today.. so yar.. c ya...

**counting down the days im back in your arms...**

wohhooooo...

2006-05-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

ok just finish watching singapore idol.. omg... it was hillarious... especially the caMp fire in the moonlight thingy... hahaahahahaha... i dont lah... issit this people trying to make a fool of themselves like what ken said, or its just thier way to attract attention and be on tv as they know that thats the only way the can get on tv since they cant sing!! cant wait for next weeks episod...

exams fever are here again... gosh this semester was really tight... i really am struggling for time this semester... got to school... have my lesson... finish class do my revision..by 930 i be leaving for home as baby is not picking me up and i have to get on the dreadful bus ride... so yeah... will usually got home around 1030... rest for a while.. then head for my books again till 3 or 4 am.. sleep... wake up next morning and head to school again.. so yeah... thats what i been doing every single day... damm... and its still not enough time to study for all!!! especially for BIS and BF... aiyoyyooyyoy...

met baby yesterday... he pick me up from sch... damm i miss him!! after a week yeah we finally met yesterday... ate at megabitess... its been long since i ate together with him at school... went to mustafa after that to look for some stuff for his bro in law.. but cant find anything... so we decide to head to usual spot.. spent some time.... hmm... that was nice... then head to tamp mall.. wuuuhhh they having sale every where!!!! and its damm cheap!! but i got no cash!!! uhuk!! baby sent me home.. and he head to his sis place for his bro in law bdae... so basically thats wat happen yesterday...

tomoro will be the beginning for another dreadful week... next week will be my examss... after that im free!! and after the 13th baby will be free!!! yess yess my bdae!!!! finally here again...hmmm... what shall i do???

ok larrr... gonna head back to studies now... gtg... take care ya'all...

**geek in the pink is stuck in my head!!**

missing you...

2006-05-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

we finally met up just now... and i just dont want everything to end... so fast... time sure flies so fast....one thing for sure... im very very hyperly sensitive lately... ever since not been meeting baby... even baby ask me why am i like that... i dont know too myself dear... maybe the distance between us now... like baby said i have to hold on a little longer... 1 more month to go... fuhh... 1 more month.... its like 1 whole year... but seriously guys... beware.. dont piss me off...

when to eat at bistro delifrance just now... omg the food is awful! they shoud just stick to sandwiches... now they wanna act all swensens and stuff.. but the food is ridiculous... first time eating there and the last time too!! and its bloddy expensive too!!!just 2 set meals without the soup or anything and 2 drinks its like 36 bucks.. migth as well i eat at swensens!! nice food + ice cream!!

i need to get a job immediately after graduation... i need to bloody start saving my money and stuff... time is runnning out.. and there's alot of things to buy and do.. actually i dont want to plan things so soon.. but starting to save first will be good.. and i do mean getting a good job and pay of course!!

im still struggling with my bis website project now.. damm the headline is on wed.. and i still got 3 more pages and last minute editing to do.. shit plus the questions im suppose to answer about the website.. shit!! i guess i have to skip studying tomorrow and head home straight after school tomoro.. oh no there's anugerah skrin tomoro too... die!! i still wanna go jogging... damm so many things to do but yet so little time... hmm...actualli doing all this is to keep myself busy...busy from letting my mind wandering around... looking at baby's photo and sutff.. geting all emo and stuff.. so yeah... have to keep myself busy...

oh yeah im so in need for new jeans!!! my jeans are all torn here and there!! besides the new samuel and kevin jeans is a killer!!!!!! i always like those wash type!!! damm cool!! but i dont have cash!!! arrrggghhh!!! but its damm worth to buy thier jeans....

ok larrr gtg... got get back to my project.....blog again some other tme..

**just come to my hotel baby...**

so sick....

2006-05-08T01:16:00.000+08:00

so sick..[female version]

i got to change that station that i have...
cause all i hear is you...
its just keeps reminding me...
of all the things we used to do...
and i know that i should turn..
off the radio...
but its the only place i hear your voice anymore...

its ridiculous..
its been months since i spoken to you..
here we keep in touch....
dont why we came to this...
enough is enough...
no more walking round with my head down
i dont want be a fool crying over u...

if youre so sick of love song...
so tired of tears...
you say you love me...
why arent you here...
im so sick of your love song...
so sad and slow...
but i just cant turn off the radio...

indecent proposal....

2006-05-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...am watching indecent proposal... such an all time fav. of mine... like the guy said, if you were mine, i wont share with anyone...not even for 1 million dollars..

ok pardon me for yesterday's post... am really was not in the right state of mind.... i dont know... im still missing him badly...i let out everything just now to him... i think my tears can water some pots of plants... hehe.. he miss me too.. i know it.. from his voice.. from the way he ask me to stop crying and stuff... i be meeting him on sunday... but of course for a while.. but im sure gonna make it worthwhile of course... gonna send him to sch.. i do my revision and wait for him.. then we be heading to lunch... dont knoe wat to eat yet... then after that we gonna go for a test drive... yes.. we're considering if we should get a car... a kelisa.. tats ciut little car... hehe... i ask him to get it since he wants it.. but he's not sure yet..i told him we definitely will need it in the future..might as well get it now since the coe is really low...and ask him to pay for the first few months first.. after i get a job, i help him pay for it... so yeah.. we still discussing... with his mom and bro.. hmm.... and of course if we get the car.. he will sell off his bike and get a wave...coz we only gonna get a weekend car if its comfirm...ok enuff of that..

i realli miss him... gosh.. i cant believe it im saying this again.. now i noe how my homey gonna feel when her darling gone for n.s... geez... its gonna be hard for her.. but be strong beb...even now... i only not meet baby for a week and im being such a bitch...being overly sensitive over little things... haizz... am counting the days til his exams are over...

oh yeah have u heard so sick but its the female version sang by ne-yo ex gf.. its so cool!! its just like i dont wanna know and the female version thingy... go check the song out...

oklar... gtg... its already 2.. i still got sch later on... blog agian some other time...

**to beloved baby....if youre so sick of love song so tired of tears... u said you love me.. why arent you here???**

what a day it has been.....

2006-05-05T01:38:00.000+08:00

today just suckxxx......

The week has started with me not gonna be able to meet up with baby anymore... he's gonna do his studies at home.. not in school anymore... so yar...the whole 2 months... up till the 13th of june...past few days, been dealing well with it... with just talking to him on the phone for few minutes...make full use of the conversation time.. i miss him.. simply said... but nothing can be done...

today....like i said... suckxxxx.....

woke up...txt baby up and to receive a call from him sayin he goin to johore to top up petrol, to work for a while after that.. and meet his fren to accompany him..and then simply said i gtg... fine..wat a phone call to receive early in the morning...

head to shower.. dress up and drag myself to school.... the 1 hr ++++ bus ride....

reach school head to the canteen and bought as usual my barley drink.. and head to the lecture teater... was kinda gossiping before the class starts with khai and yih yii.. hehe.. dint know you guys feel the same way too...cheers!! the lessons went on well..

break time.. call baby... just to chat up since we dint manage to talk before i head to school.. but sadly.. he said he's pretty busy.. so there it goes again... hang up... was rather dissapointed.. but i cant do anything...head to class again...and continue with studying like nothing happen....

after class... head to the library and borrow my finance book... luckily there's one left...went to eat after that at megabites.. my all time fav. char siew wanton noodle and ice lemon tea...

head to level 2 then to do my revision.. then baby call.. to my surprise he's at mustafa... fine... talk for a while... and then again... hang up... again continue reviing like nothing happens....

head home about 825... and this is where the frustration and anger set in.....

the bus ride home.. in total took me bloody 2 and a half hr!!!!!!!! that really piss me off!!!! i wanted to went home early to do my project but there i am stuck in traffic jams and waiting for my next bus!!!!!!!!

and if that is not bad enough, baby didnt even call or txt me to ask if im ok or not.??why am i not home yet...?? he dont even care... how dissapointed do u think i feel??? the reason he gave me is he dint receive my msg and if i reach home i would have txt him.. so if i had been in an accident and no one call you, u would just wait and wait???? im very dissapointed with him......

he call just now for awhile.. and wats worse we end up in an arguement again!! he accused me of not replying to his questions when i already did!! then he ask me if i think he is deaf or crazy that if i reply he cant hear it... gosh i dont know how am i to prove i did reply to your questions....so we hang up...

txt him some stuff..cause i was really furious...here i am having a fever, mensus cramps..struggling with my projectss...there u are dont even show any concern... and if that is not enough.. he said im controlling him...that realli brought tears to my eyes... even now when i typing this... if my showing care and concern about u is controlling to you.. then fine... i stop bothering about you.. waht u wanna do..what time u wanna go out or come back.. with whoever u wanna go..thats your problem.. not mine anymore.. if anything were to happen to you.. dont tell me... i dont want to know.. just do watever u want to do...

i cant type any further... before i break down guess its best if i just end it here....

**u want freedom.. i give it to u.. take it.. its urs anyway.. im no one to ask or prevent u from doing anything...but dont u even dare to ask me why i dont show any concern or bother about u after this...u ask for it.. its just right i give it to u...**

so stress outtt!!!!

2006-04-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

ok pardon me for today's entry ok.. im feeling so stress out lately.. i dont know y.. frequent mood swings... and bla bla bla...

stress number 1.
school... projects due drawing near... my website is hanging.. realli dont have the time and motivation to do it... and the due is like in two weeks time... goshh...
group projects... the requirement is stressing us as a group out.. its so complicated and so many things to do... again the the due is in two weeks time.. another gosh..
test... my first b.f test was horrid!! unable to finish a sum.. some of the concepts i forgot halfway through the paper.. dont have enough time to check and stuff... another b.f test in may.. have to really score for that paper.. but i know it wont be easy.. cause the 3 topics for the tests is a disaster.. so many theory so many calculations.. so many to remember so many headache... triple gosh.....

stress number 2.
bgr.... yes yes actuali its not stress lar... its just leaving me moodless sometimes... i miss him basically.. everything about him... eventhough we meet in sch and stuff... but the feeling is so different u see.. he's so engross in his studies... i dont really get to feel his affection and closeness with him lately.. im missing that.. badly... im very sure he got no idea about how i am feeling but.. i just wanna let it out.. its been buried in me for too loong... and its eating me up bit by bit.... i just cant wait for june... for everything to be over... my semestral exams... his exams... and we be like before again... baby... i miss you... i really love you...just 2 mins of ur time to hug and kiss me when u're resting from ur study will do wonders to me...

stress number 3.
i dont know????!!! thats the problem im so stress up but i dont know whats the other causes of it!!! darnn!!!!

oh yeah did i tell you all that all my music and photos in my computer has been wipe out!! yes every single photo that i treasure so much!!! it realli makes me wanna cry man... it gives me so much memories.. keep me company when im bored... but now its gone... thankss to the stupid virus!!! arr!! oh yeah this another stress!!!!

gtg...

**sayang yang sudah tu sudah....**
**am so addicted to imran ajamain's song!!!!**

welcome back...

2006-04-20T11:42:00.000+08:00

oh well its been long since i last blog din i... hmm.. what happen so far??

oh yes my comp crash again.. damm it man... it always have to happen when im in the edge of doin my project..and the dead line is like on the 10th of may... another project on the 13th of may... two test on the 27 apr and 18 may... damm.. this semester is the most boring and stressful!!!! everything is cramp up together... i havent even start on my stupid website individual projectss... arrrggghhh!!!! somebody rescue me...

been really busy this month.. din spent much time with baby lately.. both of us busy doing our studying and revisions... we only like meet up in sch.. but doin our own things... how pathetic can it be rite?? but its ok.. i dont mine as long as in june he's all mine!! haha... fortunately his last paper is on my bdae.. hehe.. 13th june... can party all the way sia.. catch on all the movies we miss.. watching dvds all night long!!! cant wait for that.. but at the mean time.. studying all the way...

tp... ahhh fuckit... i faill... wat a waste and such a dissapointment.. did very well during the warm up but screw up during the actual test!!! all thankss to mr testee!! he fucking stress me up and made me panic sia... but atleast i have a taste of it already... so the next time around.. im well prepared for the 'super cant wait and hurrying people testee!!!' so my next tp will be end of june... it be like end of june!!! wat the hell!!!

am doing my project now.. and borrowing my groupmates laptop to blog... haha..so pathetic rite...

ok then got to go... blog again laterrr...

**life starts after marriage**

marriage is the beginning of life....

2006-04-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

why does mother in laws always cant get along with their daughter in laws?? im serious... ask yourself... do anyone you know that can get along with their mother in laws?? im very sure the answer is no.. if you think there is.. then think again..maybe thats because they dont see each other that often or maybe one in a million, they realli can get along!! its not like im saying all this because im having problems with my future mother in law or what lar... hehe.. but im surely believe that something will happen.. even now there;s few small misunderstandings and stuff... who knows whats gonna happen in the future..

i ask baby.. why is it like that.. and his answer is.. because mothers always wants the best for their sons.. so they expect the wife to behave exactly like the mother in law herself...and when there's difference in doing things, thats when the undesirable arguements happen... ok but isnt every parents wants the best for the child?? y is it only when its the son?? and not the daughter?? i never encounter son in laws having problems with his in laws.. its always has to be the daughter in lawss... haiz... pity us ladies out here.. i mean sometimes we do want things to work out happily.. who wudnt want to live together harmoniously right?? you cant expect us daughter in laws to be as perfect as the mother in laws... and guys you cant expect us to be like your mother... we are two total different people.. im not trying to be rude.. but if thats the case why dont you get married to your mum right?? so there's still have this big questions mark in me... will everything work out fine for me?? lets pray.......

school has started for me.... its great to see everyone.. yesterday was my first B.I.S lecture... and the lecturer was darn funny.. hehe.. the depends thingy..looking forward to more lecturessss...

driving... uhh... today was my 1st of 3 revisions class... it was so stressful!!!! keep getting mark by the instructor... aiyyyooo... hopefully tomoro and the last day will be a better one for me... waking up at 545 on fri for my tp will be such a drag... need to reach there at 725 seh.... aiyoo..made a mistake in booking so earli in the morning as i tot i got lectures in the afternoon as usual and then to find out your lectures is in the morning...i have to rush to sch after my tp... another drag... anywayz... lets pray again...

oh yeah oh yeah... wanna catch the antonio banderas movie - take the lead!!!! the trailer seems fun...!!! but maybe have to watch the dvd.. since baby will be busy starting from fri.... uhukkk..........

ok lar... blog again some other time yarr...

**when you told that you love me those just wordss...**

guess whos back....

2006-03-31T03:11:00.000+08:00

its been days since i last blog dint i... hmm...few things happen...

firstly...my cousin just paseed away last fri due to a road accident...tomoro will be his 7 hari... yess yess the one at SLE whereas in the night after that another motorist died at tampines...it really freaked me out now..always been reminding baby to ride safely and stuff... his passing really shocks everyone in my family... paternal and maternal side.... especailly paternal lar... coz he is so known for a good guy... never misses prayers... always laughing and can get along with every one... everyone feel the loss...but im glad of one thing... he is sure straight entry to heaven... just like the bilal told all of us... for so long he help out with burial...but never did he encounter anyone that met with any accident but has not bruises or scretches on the whole body...he look as if he was sleeping...no one can deny that... he is a good guy... we all will definitely miss him.... to all of us... life has to go on... al-fatihah will always be 'sedekahkan' to the late saifuddin bin hassan...insya-allah....

what hapen to my cousin really open up my mind... how would it be for me?? everyone will die one day... but how will it be for us?? will we look peaceful and redah to go?? or our death face will show hell is waiting for us??? it really keeps me thinking...will everyone shed a tear for you when you pass on?? will people get reminded of all the good that you had done.... will we repent now or it will be too late?? think people...think.....

ok enuff of that.. i dont want to shed any more tears.. its not good... tuhan lebih menyayanginya.....

sch reopens next monday.... and the new timetable sucks!! we have class all over the sch...and there's some days we dont have lesson!! that sucks coz u have to come for make up lessons!!!!cant wait for sch... to read the notes again...haha...to do projectss... the bitching session...the taiti sessioon.....oh well... 3 more days...

oh yeah homey call just now... was surprised!! coz i was so engrossed playing snake on baby's hp when suddenly my phone vibrate... well... we chatted about alot of stuff.. sure miss those sessions huh homey!!gonna mit up with her soon!! btw homey, abt ridz going off for n.s in july...dont be too depressed lar aite... spent watever time u have now with him...(i mean if he cant get defer lar)further more ure finish with sch...the important thing is...not the QUANTITY of time together... but the QUALITY time together..same thing happening to me and ruhul too... next 2 1/2 mths he will be busy studying (ok i know whats 2 mth compare to 2 years but still u know its depressing to have your love one far away from you right?)... even he said he wont spent tat much time with me..even now...he doont spent tat much time with me...moz of his time is spent studying..the only time i meet him is when i go to sch to accompany him...the only time we spent together is saturday evening..that is also after he study...so like 4 hrs later we be heading home...was really sad and depressed...but i cant do anything...its for his own good...same for ridz k beb!!so chill and cheer up!!

went to mustafa just now... yes yes i got the adidas perfume already!!! yehaa!!! next is eyeing the DKNY!!!! also got my shampoo and conditioner... thats it lorr...hehe...

oh k shit!! its already 330... i dint even realise it.... gtg now.. need to wake up early tomoro to help out in the kitchen... so blog again some other time soon... take care ya'all...bubyee...

**im missing your hugs and kisses baby.....**

hmMmMMm....

2006-03-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

some customer service personnel was tryna waste my time just now... called them up so as to terminate my phone line.. but they give me all sorts of craps so as to ask me to retain my line... with some new plan that only cost $18 bucks a month.. to some vouchers u get with ur points that u only need to pay ard 10 bucks for the next 3 mths.. what the heck... u think im a fool?? next 3 mths 10 bucks.. then the month after?? gonna cost me a bomb with the other contract... who would be so stupid to want to retain the line just incase your phone get spoilt??? your phone get spoilt... not your line.. u dumb ass...then if the phone is spoilt you gonna waste your money again getting a phone... what the heck... i know ure just trying to do your job... but hey... dont gave me all sort of craps like its actualli cost saving to have 2 lines???!! what kind of a deal is that?? now im like only have to pay the most 21 bucks for my hp line... but with 2 lines its like gonna cost me 50 bucks a month... what kind of cost saving here ure toking about miss?? haizz....

ok ok me and my mates are planning to have an outing some time soon... next monday... yeah... not really have comfirm where.. but most probably have a bbq or out to catch a show or maybe just chilling.... yeah so still waiting for their replies... hmmm...

oh yeah yesterday was out at mustafa again.. yess our fav hangout... haha... was going thru the perfume section... and guess wat... found a substitute to the ralph lauren perfume... yesss the sky blue bottle... and its way cheapperrr!!!! its like only $9.50 a bottle... its adidas for women... yes... u heard me rite... adidas... but its smells exactly like the ralph lauren one where i always use in secondary sch timesss....... am sure gonna get that one real soon... oh yar btw am also looking for the substitues to the DKNY for women... its smell so sexy...hahha.... so anyone with info... tag me...haha... dont believe in buying original perfume nemore... what ever the fucking hell for ???? when u can get the exact same smell at a cheaper rate?? besides why bother what brand it is???!! as long as u smell good.... thats the most important thang... hahahahaha...

did i mention that im so disgusted with kids nowdays that do their thing at the back of the bus?? what the hell... is it like not enough park in singapore that now u start conquering the public transport???astafirullah....... and most of this kids are like in thier early years of secondary?? i think some are even only primary six???blame it on puberty??? oh cmon... its alll about how ure brought up or maybe about control... dont blame it on puberty... everyone goes thru that... it be hell here if everyone starts doing it once u hit puberty!!! duh!!

hmmm.. missing my hommiess... yeah every single one of them.... its been so long since we all go out together.... especially those times where we went out on triple date??? haha... that was such a fun one... but now since everyone is attached we can have a proper date....: )

oklar... wanna read some mag.... catch up some other times...

**so he said whats the problem baby?? whats the problem i dont know well maybe im in love!!!**

and the story goesss on......

2006-03-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..................... well well.... yesterday had so much fun... i meant for a saturday...ok as u all know usually saturday will be spending the whole morning and afternoon in school accompanying baby studying... but yesterday was a skip for both of us... and that was good..........

met up at ard 12 plus... went to eat murtabak at Zam Zam... then went to mustafa... look ard at tvs... stereos...fridge... its a bit early yes i know... but what the hell... need some real planning when it comes to cash...hehe.. went to grab a drink and some chocos... head straite to our usual favourite hang out on saturdayss evening... but we went there early yesterday... ard 3... so spent some time there... and yesterday was superb...*winks to baby* head down to sheng shiong rite after that... as we got a barbeque after that...yup us and another couple... baby's bike fren and his gf... so we were to buy the drinks and some chipss... it was fun to go out shopping groceries with baby... he was such a honey yesterday while shopping...hehe... maybe because my leg was hit by the trolley and the skin peel off... hehe... i dont know... but it was fun!!!
got the things and head to east coast park... waited for the other couple... its suppose to be a D.I.Y bbq... but thankful enough there;s this chinese family that offer us their pit as they are leaving off early... so yeah we got the whole pit!!! lesson to learn: dont book pits!! act pityful infront of families that is not doing anything at their pit!! haha.... there was a whole lotsa food!! satay...chickens...hotdogs....crabstick.....fishballss.... prawns...squids..potatoes....corn....fruitsss... unfortunately the whole lotsa corn ans potatoes was burnt!! it looks like the charcoal!!! haha... we were indulging and interacting all the way... went home about 1 +... head the showers... tok to baby for a while and both of us went to bed after that... real tiring man... its fun u know to barbeque in groups of couples... fun barbequeing for your man... hehe...so yeah basically the whole saturday yesterday was spent together for both of us..

tomoro my drivings lesson.... 3 more lessons to go before the finale..... pray for me...

oh yeah tomoro the launch of ' so u think u can dance!!!' man been waiting for that... skip jogging tomoro again... opppssss..maybe i should go in the morning?? but its too hot!!!!!!! even the other day when i went for a jog at ard 5... i return home took a shower and to realise that part of my body which was not cover was dark!!!!aiyoyoyoy.....

i miss school.... miss my matess.... those late nights studyin.... the sch food.... the friendly staff at the canteen....

oh yeah did i tell you guys that im keeping my hair long?? yeah... so now its like after my shoulder about 5 inches already i guess... or longer?? basicaly been leaving my hair tied all the times... hehe... coz its too wavy when left untied... so wait till its really long then i'll give a little trimming and left untied...

oklar... wanna surf the net for some recipies baby been urging me to find out... hehe...

so take care guysssss...maucksss....

**eh aper punya menyamun lar... aku punya scooter pon ko kebas... haizz.. basikal pon basikal larr....**

I've made it!!!!!

2006-03-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

Yes yes my peeps!! I've made it... I manage to maintain my grades!!!!! Except for managerial accounting thou.... Got A+ for c.a but got an A for my end of semester....!!As for principles of marketing and managing human resource... I got an A too... Yes!!!My hard work has paid off!!! All those time staying in sch from morning till night has all paid off!! alhamdullilah.......... As for my other mates... im not sure of their grades as they went back to their country... So will only know about it when sch reopens.....

oh yeah... Send my bro for his of at K.K hosp just now... But actually the of is tomorrow morning... Today is just to put him under observation first... My dad stay over to accompany my bro... We will come again tomorrow morning I guess... I was so bored to death just now there... coz there's nothing to do... No TV... No papers... No magazines... Nothing!!!!!!!!! It made me so restless!!!

reach home... Check my grades and rest for a while... Went for cycling and slow walk for about 1 and a half hour... Ate yogurt and some beef before heading for the showers... And yes im so smelling great now... hehe... perasaaaannn....

baby is at sch now... Studying... I really have to thank him for the grades... coz without him I don't think I even bother to revise my work everyday......Thank you baby... Owe u one... Now I know why he always spent time studying.... To get superb grades for his degree... 2nd upper class honors rite baby?? I pray for u ok?? All the best!!!

am watching American idols now... Isn't it getting more boring.. I don't know why... im more waiting for teman anugerahku and American's next top model!!! im so think nic is gonna win!! She's gorgeous.. i mean like every hairstyle suits her face!!!and her pictures has never been better!! really hope she'll win!! eventhoug i wont gain anything... but wat the hell... dont want bre to win thou!!! she has major attitude problem!!

okiessss now.... got to go.... wanna lie down abit n just rest.. maybe i shall disturb baby awhile later.. hehe... c ya guys... take care.......

**i wan to be the one... where he will tell his frens... there she is... my baby....**[winks]

what a day it has been.....

2006-03-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

ahhh.....finally m home................and ahhh.....finally i went to watch a movie.... watch 'big momma's 2'...it was darn hilariousss siaaa!!!!! especially the one where 'she' was wearing the swim suit at the beach!!! acting all baywatch thingy!!! but the boring part was it was pack with kids!!! n its kinda irritating!! but still i enjoy it... worth every cent!!! hehe... baby only spent $7 bucks on two tixs anyway!! yes $7 for 2 tixs!! cooll......... n the important thing is finally spent the day with him... unlike other days where he will be busy studying and stuff....went to the pasar malam for a while after the show... then walk ard for a while... n now im homee..... waiting for baby to hook me up...*looking at the time* not so soon... his timing is always after 1220.... hehe... so used to it already....

tomoro... results out... ouch!!! but i wont be checking it so soon... guess i be at the hosp in the afternoon... so most probably will only check when i got home at night... hmm... wish me luck guys!!!

oh yesss...had a hard time thinking of my degree programme... someone help me out here!! i know its still long... but i need to plan it now... coz i dont want it to clash with my future plans... i mean ours future plans....*winks* cant decide between banking and finance, business, economics and finance or economics and management... duh.... and cant decide between UOL or UniSim.... baby ask me to take up UniSim... cause its the 4ht uni in Singapore... so its kinda more recognise in the government sector as well... arrrggghhhh its giving me headache..........hopefully my diploma grades are good enough to get all the exemptions.... hehe.....ok talk about it again when i made up my mind and also as the time draws nearer....

my driving.... ahhh yess its due on the 7th of april!!! arrrr!!! its so nerve wrecking!!! i just simply so worried about the parking and the blindspotss!!!!!! im damm weak on these two!!! especially parallel parking and checking blindspots before turning!! aiyooooooo..... i really hope i can pass and get this over and done with.... i dont want to waste more money and time of cause!!! so again pray for me guysss... remember the date 7th april.... bile sembahyang subhur tu jgn lupa lar doa......coz my tp is at 730 in the morning!!!!!

oklar... again out of words... will blog again some other time.... see ya...

**love the way u wrap your arms around me......kissing the back of my head....**

im sooo.....

2006-03-14T02:13:00.000+08:00

darnnnn!!! im so into reggaeton nowadays!!! dont ask me why... im not sure myself too!! my mp3 is pack with reggaeton hits!! i had to clear some off the space too just to insert more reggaeton hitss!!full with hits from daddy yankee, pitbull and looney tunes!! eventhoug i dont know what they are singing about but wat the hell... music is international man... and the rhythm are all so sleek and sexy man... i prefer reggaeton to reggae...its the beats i guess... ok enuff of that...but im still hook with rnb n hip hop...hehe... especially the song by chamillionaire feat lil flip... so makes u wanna grooveee...........................................................

anywayzz....1 more day to go... counting... my results will be out... i noe im up to the next semester as i dun need to take any sub paper.... but im worried abt the grades thou... coz i really put in alot of effort studying... its demoralizing to get low gradess.. to get grades below B...ish ish....

moviess....haaaa....been long since i last watch.... the last one i watch was 'family stone' and the story suckss!!! dont understand where the family stone was coming at??? anyways.... watch vcd of date movie and transamerica... ok guys... some words of advice... dont waste your money watching it at the cinema... its gonna be a waste of your 8/9 bucks!! its kinda lame story... and quite boring can say... date movie was suppose to make u laugh rite?? but its rather wanna make me cry!! coz its so pathetic!!!! wasted my time watching it!! as for transamerica... its has an abrupt ending!!!!! i think the director was like outta script or dunno how to end it!! another waste of time watching!!! luckily dint catch it in cinema!!!so u guys dont wanna heed my advice... u all are welcome to go and watch it and waste your money... duh....

ok ok im so outta words now... hmm blog again laterrrrr then......

**looking forward to that day.....where you're all mine**

new blog...new addy...

2006-03-11T11:21:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...

yes yes... this is my new blog...
had to change my addy due to some unseen circumstances...haha... how unseen can that be...
nah.... some 'Kepo' someone have been reading my blog..
yes i know blog are suppose to be read... but...
not by some one u dont want it to be read from....
not this circle of people... i just dont like it when people interfering in what im letting out here...
i meant like it suppose to be my online diary rite... not u telling everyone what i write here...
its so unethical...
i prefer those who read my blog...thats it.. just leave it the way it is... no comment please..
oh well, except for those dear to me....like my homey, clans or my baby you see...
i except every comment they gave me coz they like meant the world to me ya know...
who is it?? hmmm lets keep it that way for the mean time...
its just inappropriate to tell it here incase the person found out my new blog...
in any case if that happen... i think i just stop blogging man...haha..

oh well.... life...
people are so unpredictable.....

hmm...what shall we talk about in here....

oh yes yes..... my results for the 3rd sem will be out next week.. on the 15th...after 5....
damm its so nerve wrecking each time i log in to the portal to check my results...
sometimes what u expect to do well, u will flung...
those that u tot u did badly, u pass... n i mean pass really well!!
i dont get it... how can that happen??
lets ponder.................
anyways....just hope i made it... made it good i meant...
and to everyone else...good luck!!

oh yeah..my bro will having his op next week too... on the same day as my results...
then most probably he be staying in the hosp for like 1 or 2 days...
i dont get it... its just an op to adjust his nose and u have to stay in the hosp...
haha... yes his nose is 'SENGET' all thanks to playing hockey that time in school...
so he had to go for the op since his nose is kinda out of place... not out of place as in its under his eyes or wat... its still there u see...
its just the bridge of his nose is abit get hit by the hockey stick and its kinda slanted i think... so they need to hammer?? haha his nose to the exact same posititon back i guess...haha
and i found out something... his behaviour... got worse after was hit by the hockey stick...
i dont know what to say.. he's like totally out of control already...fail his ca badly eventhough this year is an important year for him as he's taking his PSLE but oh what the hell... even thoug ure my bro... i told u what im suppose to tell you..asking you not to play or fool around... ask you to study hard...dont be like me who regret not doing well in my 'o' levels...if u dont want to listen... then i got no more to talk about...we just see the kind of life ure heading....

hmm..ok enuff of that.....

ok lah.. got nothing else to talk about... just blog again some other day... wanna surf the net to check out some lcd monitor for my comp...

oh yeah... homey heading to M.O.S later...take care aiteee!!! and enjoy!!!!

**a mixture of booze, music n hunkies drives u crazy!!**

da duh dee...

2006-03-11T10:51:00.000+08:00

ahhh....yes yes...finally my semestral exams are overrr!!! but i think i couldnt maintain my a+ that i get for ca for my managerial accounting... damm dissapointing... the first questions i manage to do it.. but the last questions... man damm dissapointing wattt.... it was so confusing... but as i was sitting down just now after the papers are over... i can come out with the solutions to the questions!!! damm wastedd!!! aiyyyooo aiyoooo... oh well hopefully i manage to go to sem 4... then sem 5... then im outta here!!! hehe... hey wait but i wanna take my degree so i still have to come here... oh well... but im definitely gonna miss my sch matess for the whole of march... hmmm...i hope everybody manage to scrap thru to sem 4... aiyoo pleaseee larrr cant be bother to find new project matess larr.. so lets stick together aite... oh yeah did i mention that we get an A for both our marketing and MHR projects!??!! hey not tryna boast u see... but its really hard work we put there... i will try to get the video we made and post it here aite... see me in the making of a actress!!! haha...how i wish... oh yeah was so tempted to go for the anugerah skrin... but i was too busy with my exams... oh well maybe next time...

ok anyone?? wanna ask my out??? haha... but i got no cash... ur treat can?? haha...

baby...baby... hmmm he be pretty busy from next 2 weeks??? got his 2nd year exams in june... luckily his last paper is on my bdae!! 13 june!!! haha... after that we can party k dear!!! woohhooooooo!!!!but for now... i miss him.... not gonna mit him today... ask him to go home straight after werk to study for his mock exam tomoro... n i be goin home after this blogging...

im so totally broke rite now........ anyone to lend me cashh??? hehe no please dont... get me a job instead!!! haha....

ok pardon me k.... im totally booze out after the paper... i mean its so frustrating that after u handed in the paper then u realise how to do it after 1 hour doing nothing but staring at the questions!!!... n its bloddy 26 marks!!!

oh well ..... gtg now... kinda sleepy... wanna head home n sleep till tomoro... haha... nah...gonna go biking....its been longgggg.......................................

ok lar...take care.... will blog again... hopefully..soon...hehe...oh yeah will try to squeeze my baby out to pass me the photos we took at sentosa the other time... oh yes the other time... it was like 2 mths agoooo!!!!

**coz u know.... i love you.....i love u all along.. i miss u... far for far too long.. i keep dreaming...u be with me and u never go... on my knees i last... last chance for one last dance.....**

~~[ i'M rE-mI-ni-ScInG ]~~

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im sooo.....

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da duh dee...

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